I'm Feeling: -Right Back Where I Started From-
2:51 p.m. || 2003-12-02

so yesterday... i watched the movies i got on EDs... nothing special really. The O.C was amazing! i love that show... the mall they were in was the one i used to stop at... :(

so yesterday i stayed under 500 cals, and burned 250. so i was v. happy.

didnt get to talk to J.R before i went to bed :( . sometimes i think he's right... and im too needy and everything... but then other times im just like.. no way... everyone else gets to talk to their boyfriend alot.. why dont i?

couldnt wake up this morning... school was okay, went for a walk at lunch to avoid being annoyed by ppl at school... talked to J.R for 1 min... he said he'd call me back.. he didnt.. and now he's not home :( he said he wants to meet up 2morrow.... but now i dont know... he's not even trying to put the effort into seeing me or talking to me.

i have so much H.W to do tonight.. its retarded... and i have to go to an art store to pick up some shit for class.

but... gilmore girls and one tree hill is on tonight!! so im happy about that.. and im gunna make soup for dinner... and i only need to burn 70 more cals cuz i walked some today.

yay.

i really want to take a bath and relax... but i dotn want my hair to get wet... and i really want a nap.... but im not really that tired... maybe i SHOULD just do SOME h.w .. little bit at a time.

i miss J.R...

*Tara